Showing posts with label chronic illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chronic illness. Show all posts

Friday, May 24, 2019

Who Touched My Clothes? Part 2


by Terri Webster

Last week I wrote about a woman who suffered a chronic illness, until she touched Jesus’ clothes while in a mob of people on a dusty road. She was instantly healed.

Her illness had controlled her life for 12 years. She used up all her resources trying to find healing, only to get worse.

If you missed last week’s post, you can read it Here, before continuing.

Do you suffer with a chronic condition?

I do.

A chronic condition is something that persists, is long-lasting.

My personal search for answers to chronic pain has led me right here, where I am today,  struggling to put words to it. I don’t want to say anything cliché or give some lighthearted answer with a Bible verse to back up my answer.

If you struggle with a chronic disease, pain, depression, etc., the last thing you want to read is do this, do that, eat this, don’t eat that or be cured by doing this. The Internet is full with blogs and articles with promises of healing.

Now, I do avoid certain foods, and use more natural forms of managing my chronic conditions, but I want to go below the surface of skin, veins, tendons, joints, bones, blood and cartilage today and look at what Jesus also meant when He said to the sick woman, Daughter, your faith has healed you. Mark 5:34

The day she reached out and touched His clothes, was the beginning of a new life for her. She no longer suffered with a bleeding condition. But a deeper, more personal healing was done because she believed Jesus was the promised Savior.

He called her daughter. Because she believed Jesus was the promised Savior, she now could enjoy His peace and walk in freedom from suffering that went beyond her physical pain to the core of her soul and spirit.

After that life-changing day, we don’t know if she simply went home or followed Him to His torturous death. I can only speculate, but if I had been that woman, I would have wanted to follow my Healer, the One who called me daughter, for the rest of my days on earth.

Many spiritual leaders have told us that we either don’t have enough faith, or there must be sin and unforgiveness in our lives as to why we may not experience God’s supernatural healing. 

If you’re a Believer in Christ, having received His provision for eternal life, He’s already done a supernatural work in you.

While I’ve been asking Jesus how I can touch His clothes today, He’s graciously reminded me of the following that I would like to share:

  • He created us specifically and intimately for His purposes. Psalm 139:13-16

For You created my inmost being; 
You knit me together in my mother’s womb. 
I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; 
Your works are wonderful. I know that full well. 
My frame was not hidden from You 
when I was made in the secret place, 
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. 
Your eyes saw my unformed body; 
all the days ordained for me were written in 
Your book before one of them came to be. Psalm 139:13-16

  • Our body doesn’t belong to us. It belongs to Him. The woman who touched His clothes didn’t have the Holy Spirit living inside of her like we do. It wasn’t until after Jesus ascended into Heaven following His resurrection, that He sent His Holy Spirit. As a Believer, you and I have the Holy Spirit living within us.

Or do you not know that your body is a temple 
of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have 
from God, and that you are not your own? 1 Corinthians 6:19

I have good and bad days physically. I’m learning that on my worse days to thank Him for His strength and power that’s inside of me. 

When I simply praise Him for being my strength, something supernatural takes place.

He wows me every time as I experience His strength and vitality that I know doesn’t come from my own abilities.

Like Paul, I believe with all my heart that God can instantly heal me or someone I’m praying for. At times, He has, but never in the same way or in the way I expected Him to.

  • That the Apostle Paul had his own personal struggle.

Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. 
But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, 
for my Power is made perfect in weakness. 
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly 
about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 
That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, 
in insults, in hardships in persecutions, in difficulties. 
For when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:9-10

If God doesn’t heal me like He did the woman who touched His clothes, it’s not because He can’t or won’t. He has a greater purpose. While I’d be overjoyed to experience complete physical healing, there’s a greater joy in knowing Him and living in His constant fellowship and presence in my life, which surpasses all other things. 

So, in truth, I’ve already reached out and touched Him, and received something far greater than physical healing.

Have you?

Like Paul, I want to forget what is behind me as I strain and press onward toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 3:13-14)

Don’t you?

I don’t want to get snagged or become stagnant because of my physical limitations, but rather, experience His joy, peace and rest because of them.

I'm a work in progress. 

Will you join me in following Paul’s example to stay the course no matter what?

I invite you to share below in the comments area your thoughts. 

What are your struggles and victories in the area of healing?

Staying the course,
Terri
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Thursday, May 16, 2019

Who Touched My Clothes?


by Terri Webster

I’ve been thinking a lot about the woman who was “subject to bleeding” (Mark 5:25) for 12 long years. She suffered so much that she spent all she had on many doctors, with no improvement. As a matter of fact, she became worse.


Her story hits home with me, to my very core. Especially the way the Gospel of Mark tells it. 

We don’t know her name or anything else about her aside from her physical suffering. We’re not really sure what the issue of bleeding was. I assume it had something to do with her female reproductive system. 

Without going into any details, I can imagine what she had endured. Perhaps it caused her to be barren, unable to have children.

Chronic physical suffering impacts mental, emotional and spiritual health. She was desperate.

Is this you? It’s me.

It seems that the majority of women I know suffer from some type of chronic illness. There are too many to name them all, but they have a common base name: AUTOIMMUNE DISEASE. This encompasses everything from every form of painful arthritis, depression and fibromyalgia to Lupus, Sjogren’s Disease, thyroid and many more.

Is this you? It’s me.

Our unnamed friend we meet in Mark 5:25-34, suffered too, with a chronic illness. She was desperate enough to spend all her money on doctors, only to become sicker.

Is that you? It’s me.

News about Jesus had spread and she knew He was passing through her town. She believed all she’d heard about Him. While a large crowd surrounded Jesus, she put feet to her faith and became part of the large crowd following Him through the town...

...while thinking to herself, If I just touch his clothes, I will be healed. She must have been stretching her arms out, reaching and groping while being pushed and shoved in the crowd. 

Then, finally, she made contact with His clothes. One hand, both hands, it didn’t matter. She touched his clothes.

Immediately her bleeding stopped 
and she felt in her body that she was freed 
from her suffering. Mark 5:29

Jesus felt it too. He stopped walking. Turned around and asked, Who touched my clothes? Mark 5:30

I imagine her eyes became big as saucers or as we say in the south, “like a deer caught in headlights”. What she thought would go unnoticed in a large, noisy crowd, caught Jesus’ attention.

His disciples even said to Jesus, You see the people crowding against you and yet you ask,‘Who touched me?' Mark 5:31

She stood silently, while Jesus kept looking around, insisting someone had touched Him because He felt the power leave His body.

Finally, our fellow sufferer came forward. Falling at His feet in fear, she admitted it was her, explaining the whole truth.

His response?

Daughter, 
your faith has healed you. 
Go in peace 
and be freed from your suffering. Mark 5:34

Healed. Peace. Free from suffering.

Is this what you want? Need?

I do.

I’ve spent a lot of money on different doctors. Educated myself. Tried everything. I’ve found some relief. But managing chronic pain, while pushing through it every single day is exhausting. It affects my mental, emotional and spiritual health.

You too?

What else is there left to do? How can we “touch His clothes” today?

I believe in His unhindered, healing power. I know Him and His matchless, saving love. He bore all my sin, suffering and pain hanging there on the cross. He was buried, perhaps in the same clothes, our friend touched the day her suffering ended.

Those clothes were divided among His killers.

I can’t stop thinking about this woman and her faith. She was able to physically touch Him. Their eyes met as He spoke directly to her.

Today, we have His very spirit and life living inside us as Believers.

The same power she experienced that day by touching His clothes, lives inside us!

So, how can we touch His clothes today?

It’s a lot to wrap our minds around. I’m not going to suggest a "pat" answer, but stop here. I'll continue next week, while I am still reaching out to Him, putting my feet to my faith.

I’d love to hear your thoughts. Feel free to share in the comments area below or email me directly by filing out the form on the right.

Staying the course,
Terri