A New Name

Anytime there’s a name change, something new is taking place. I remember how I felt when I changed back to my maiden name after being divorced for 12 years. My kids were almost adults. The attachment to my married name didn’t fit who I was anymore. A lot of changes happened in 12 years, including me. I was a new person because of all God had done in my life.

It felt so good to be called by my new name, even though it’s who I was for the first 19 years of my life.

I know. A name is just a name, and my identity lies in Christ. Like it or not, though, sometimes a name can loom over you like a dense cloud, but it doesn’t have to.

You don’t have to change your name to enjoy new life in Christ. But God will call you by a new name anyway. How about, Hephzibah? Isaiah 62: 4. Hephzibah means “my delight is in her”.

God calls you and me, My Delight.

Markers for Single Moms is getting a new name. And a new look. Why?

I’m a woman in need. You’re a woman in need, whoever you are. We’re all in need of God’s direction. Single moms. Single again. Never married. Married again.

Jesus said to Simon, Put out into deep water, and let down the nets for a catch. Luke 5:4.

Simon explained to Jesus how they’d been fishing all night with no success, but because Jesus said so, Simon let down the nets in deeper water. (Luke 5:5)

When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. Luke 5:6

I don’t have a fancy explanation for the name change, other than the Lord has given clear direction. A new directional marker has been staked down and I will follow. 

The new name will be revealed very soon.

What new direction is God leading you? What new marker has He staked down in your life, pointing in the direction He wants you to go?

I invite you to share in the comments below, something new God is doing in your life and where He is leading you.

…you will be called by a new name that the mouth of the Lord will bestow. Isaiah 62:2

Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine wishes drench social media, while flowers and balloons are delivered, couples go out to eat and marriage engagements are made. Love is in the air and doted on those who are half of a couple. Chocolate candy and cards are exchanged among lovers and spouses. It’s a wonderful day to show those you care about how much they mean to you.

But…

For a single parent, Valentine’s Day can be annoying. But it doesn’t have to be. If you’re a single mom, you probably focus your expression of love towards your kids, parents, friends or siblings. That’s great. But somewhere in there you may be wrestling with the desire to be desired. I remember. I’ve been there. It doesn't help when everywhere you go you're bombarded with this reminder. 

I’m here to tell you though, now that I have a husband, and he’s a gem, he’s human, and so am I. Sometimes expectations aren’t met, and when placing all your love eggs in one basket you’re going to, at some point, be disappointed. We’re busy and wait until the last minute to grab a card from the picked over bunch and hope there’s still something left on the candy isle. Yes, that’s me. And yes, that’s him, and probably more than half of all the couples bragging about what their other half gave them on this special love day. It’s the pressure of advertisements, the media and what society puts on us to "prove" our love. 

Truth is, the origin of Valentine’s Day isn’t based on romance. If you want to read about the history of St. Valentine, you can do so here: http://www1.cbn.com/st-valentine-real-story

In reality Valentine’s Day isn’t always all it’s cracked up to be. I’ll tell you what’s ALWAYS worth believing and putting all your love eggs in one basket for.

His eternal, jealous love is constant, perfect and so deep, you can’t see the end of it. The most romantic, human love can’t touch the matchless love of Jesus Christ.

It may sound cliché or corny to some, but when you’re alone or in the depths of heartache and betrayal, or abandoned and neglected, you learn what true love is. It’s not superficial. It knows no end like human love. And in the greatest of marriages or dating relationships, or friendships, without the ingredients of Jesus’ unconditional, selfless love blended into these human relationships, most won’t survive.

This is true love: "Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends." (John 15:13) This is what Jesus did for you and me. No man will ever love you the way He does. If and when God does bring a man into your life who brings you flowers and gifts, he’s human, and can never surpass the passionate love that Jesus has for you.

I want to encourage you to focus on that love. It's perfect. And if you give your heart fully to Jesus, he just might romance you in the most unexpected way. 

In His perfect love,

Terri

He-art Work

It’s a New Year! We are 12 days into 2016 at this writing. It’s been an entire year since I last posted. A lot has happened since then.

Last year I took a step back from a lot of busyness in my life. I recognized a need

to press pause and make room for some HE-art work I felt God showed me needed to be done.

I took advantage of joining a women's nine-month step study through our Celebrate Recovery program at church. I knew this would be a safe place to unveil the emotions I’ve stuffed for the majority of my life and get real. I spent nine months digging, uprooting, replanting and growing. 

God introduced a few new markers to me. He presented healing and direction in several areas of my life. I hope to share those with you in the coming months with the hope of encouraging you on your personal path with Him.

Single Mom, You are not called to be superwoman, invincible, to stand alone in

the face of adversity. No! And you are not called to understand everything. You ARE called to be His bride, trusting, believing and relying on Him. 

You may already know and live in this trusting place with Him. But you aren't called to do life alone. God uses others who have walked a similar path. He uses encouragers and those who will inspire you to lay down your yoke of burdens and pick up His yoke of grace and mercy to walk into the marvelous things He has planned for you. Do you need to have some He-art work done? 

If you’d like to know more about Celebrate Recovery, visit  www.celebraterecovery.com. It is a Christ-centered recovery program for any and all who have ANY hurt, habit or hang-up. Even the strongest of Christian women need time to recover and recharge.

Unveiled,

Terri

Junk to Treasure

The summer of 1987 was a life changer for me. Circumstances in my life were leading me down the road into single parenthood. 

I liken it to being on a runaway train, approaching a track change and having no control over the change of direction it was taking me and my children.

If someone had told me where I’d be 20 years later it would have made the journey easier. 

If someone had told me the hardships and struggles I’d experience, I would have jumped off that speeding train.

 

Every heartbreak, betrayal, loss, mistake, and disappointment was a pile of junk. I felt all that junk was a huge waste of my life and my children’s lives. I couldn’t see the good in any of it or what purpose it could possibly ever serve.

But God had a plan for all that junk. All the long, dark nights

and secret places I lived with pain and loss, He turned into treasures.

His word became a soothing balm. He answered needy cries for help and healing. He steadied the out-of-control train and made sure it didn't crash.

Through it all my relationship with God became real and intimate. I learned that He didn’t just provide salvation through Jesus Christ, but He’s steadfast, full of compassion and cares about every detail of my life.

He’s taken the junk and mess of my life and brought into reality a dream and vision for single-parent ministry.

Spring Ministries, located in Covington, Georgia is experiecing God's specific and personal involvement and provision.

He's also given me a writing ministry that continues to

unfold. What once was something that made me want to jump off a runaway train has surprisingly become my greatest passion. 

Only our God can do that! 

What the devil thought would destroy me has done the opposite. What he meant for harm actually played right into the hand of Almighty God.

My Heavenly Father made good on His promise in Isaiah 45:3. I will give you hidden treasures, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, who summons you by name. 

This same promise is for you. What darkness in your life can you let God have? What hurt, betrayal, mistakes and disappointments will you let go of and give to Him? He'll take your piles of junk and turn them into treasures that will exceed your wildest imagination.

Use the comment section below to share some of the junk you'd like to see God turn into treasures. He will never waste a hurt that's surrendered to Him.

Treasures abounding,

Terri

Cheap Fun

Let’s face it.

When the weekend comes, you’re ready to stall out and have some down time. Not so with the kids. They’re wanting to go here, there, anywhere but stay home. You hear things like “I’m bored, mom,”

or “Can we go do something?” The only thing on your mind is what it’s going to cost you in money, time or energy. 

I remember barely getting in the door on Friday evenings after a long work week, sitting in traffic, picking up the kids, running errands and finally getting home. The LAST thing I wanted to do was get back in the car. Plus I was always thinking about conserving my gas. I was tired of counting out change for gas just before payday.

Being a mom is exhausting, isn’t it? Being a single mom is…well, it’s hard to describe. It’s easy to become buried under everything that falls on your shoulders. Weekends are catch-up days. There’s laundry, grass to cut, bills to pay, grocery shopping, bathrooms to clean, the car needs an oil change, new brakes or something around the house needs fixing.

The list never ends, does it?

Any head nods out there?

Where does fun fit in? How do you budget money, energy and time for fun?

Fun is as necessary as rest. Too much seriousness and sticking to the schedule can be suffocating for all of you.

When Fridays rolled around and it was my weekend with the kids, I already knew my to-do list was getting tossed. If the laundry didn’t make it out of the dryer, at least the clothes were clean. The dust that had settled on the furniture could stay a few more days. Grass cutting could be done in small blocks of time. If the neighbors didn’t like it, they’d get over it.

Flexibility is your friend.

Now for the fun part. Below is a list of seven things I used to plan with my kids. They were five years apart, boy and girl, so we had to be creative.  It’s easier when they’re younger, under 10. Once they’re a preteen and teenager you have to change things up, but the truth is they really just need time with you minus all the stress, chores and to-do lists.

1. Movie and popcorn night (Friday or Saturday) We had
   
   Blockbusters, but these days it’s Redbox and Netflix.
2. Nice weather? Pack a picnic basket and small drink cooler and head out to the nearest State Park ($5). When I didn’t have $5, we’d just go to a free park with picnic tables and hang out, eat and play.
3. Windy weather? Go fly a kite. Don’t spend money on one,
   
   make one. In my day it was with newspaper and ripped pillow cases. Today you’ve got Pinterest and Google for ideas. Go to a nearby unoccupied soccer field. Bring your picnic with you.
4. Summertime? If you have access to a pool
   
   or lake (once we lived in an apartment complex), have a swim day and cook out. I made a big deal out of cooking out with charcoal and making burgers with all the trimmings. Eat outside on the patio. No patio? Spread a quilt.
5. Nasty weather? Have a bake off; brownies, cookies, or whatever they like. Sometimes we had Thanksgiving for dinner with a cheap roasting chicken and all the trimmings. Let them help with the prep. Before you know it, hours have passed and you have a
   
   Thanksgiving meal with leftovers.
6. Invite another single-mom family over. Cook together, play games or just hang out.
7. Go to local festivals, community yard sales, and other free events in your town.

These are just a few things, but the jest of it is the time factor. Your kids will be happier and enjoy a sense of security with relaxed, uncomplicated fun with mom.

You’ll also find you have the energy later to then tackle laundry, cleaning and yard work.

Feel free to share your suggestions for cheap and free fun in the comments section below.

Have fun,

Terri

Monday Marker: Single-Parent Dating

Dating while being a single parent can be risky and frustrating.

For never-married single parents the adjustment from marriage to singleness might not be an issue, but juggling parenthood with singleness can feel like mixing oil and water.

For the newly divorced or widowed, being single again causes a myriad of emotions, expectations and fears.

Whatever your case is, dating can feel like walking across a suspended rope bridge over the Grand Canyon.

I was a single mom for 19 years and encountered numerous dating mishaps I’d like to share. Hopefully you can avoid some of these pitfalls and learn from my experiences.

The first man who showed interest in me following my separation and discovery of my husband’s infidelity, was at my new job. He was smart, nice, sweet, never married. I only agreed to lunches and a couple of Saturday outings “as friends.” Before long he wanted more. “I’m still married” meant nothing to him. “I still love my husband,” didn’t phase him. I was glad to quit that job to work from home as a legal transcriptionist and “shake” him off. He lived 45 minutes away. I never gave him my address or phone number. One day he showed up at my house after driving around my town looking for me. Crreeeepy. I finally wrote him a letter bluntly asking him to leave me alone.

A year later, the next man I had anything to do with was when I became my well-meaning neighbor’s next fixer-upper project. Her guy friend was newly divorced. My kids and I went to his house for a pleasant steak dinner. The following week he called me every day wanting to “fall in love.” Soon after, I had to go to court concerning an issue with my ex-husband. Guess who was there for his divorce? Yep, he’d lied. And he had the same attorney I did!

The next guy was a friend from church, a nice Christian guy who’d been divorced for a while. We were drawn to each other having both experienced the same types of problems in our marriages.

Red flag! 

I didn't allow enough time to heal. I was needy. We were on-again, off-again for two years. He said the “L” word. I didn’t love him and I knew he didn't really love me. We eventually drifted apart.

I went out a few times with a pilot, five years younger than me. I know what you’re thinking…great catch! Our dates consisted mostly of him talking about flight panels, flight controls and how he landed this and that plane; where he went to school, yawn, yawn, yawn. I think what really made me squint was when he repeatedly said he’d pick me up in his nice “going to church on Sunday” car. He knew I went to church and I guess thought that impressed me. He meant well. 

That was the last guy I dated for about seven years. It was during those seven years that the Lord invaded my heart responding to all my needy cries for help. I joined an in-depth ladies Bible study, got more involved in church and spent a lot of time with close friends.

I do confess I tried a couple of online dating sites. I had my eye on a couple of men from church. I found contentment with the Lord, though, I never knew possible. Jesus became my perfect guy. He had me at “Your Maker is your Husband….” and all the rest of Isaiah 54. 

Seven more years passed until I dated a guy seriously which I mentioned in my prior post about divorce and remarriage. It ended sadly. I was done with men.

Then another seven years passed before I met and married my 2^nd husband.

My dating experiences produced the following 4 suggestions I make to anyone contemplating single-parent dating.

1. Do yourself and your kids a favor and don't think about dating before healing. Give yourself a year for every five you were married. Attend a Divorce Care class. Join Celebrate Recovery. Cultivate your relationship with God first. 
2. Be needy with the Lord, not with ANY man. 
3. If you want to attract a deeply committed Christian man, become a deeply committed Christian woman. 
4.  Focus on growing in your own interests, gifts and talents God has given you, instead of the wooing of a man's gifts and
   
   talents. Devote your time to serving God. Then lo and behold, when you least expect it….

If you follow these four simple suggestions, you’ll save yourself a ton of embarrassment, frustration and hurt or worse.

Stay tuned for my story on how I met my husband. He was worth the 19-year wait!

Terri

Monday Marker: Divorce and Remariage Part 2

Today I’m continuing from last Monday's post about a sensitive topic among single parents; remarriage after divorce.

Divorce has different levels of impact on different people. For some it's very traumatic, others, not so much. Some do not want a divorce, others can't get out of the marriage fast enough.

Whatever the case, if there isn't enough time allowed to heal, the baggage will be carried into the next relationship or marriage.

Even if we think we've healed or think we really don't have anything to heal from, that’s a state of denial.

It was ten years after my divorce before I entered into a serious dating relationship. I was over my ex- husband, had healed from the betrayal, hurt and issues with trust (or so I thought).

Our relationship began as a friendship and blossomed into a romance. We were involved in church together and had many supportive friends. We both had a strong relationship with the Lord. He was a great guy, wonderful father and served God with sincerity and zeal.

All our friends were ecstatic when we "finally" got together. I was sure he was the one. He'd been divorced for several years and his ex-wife had remarried. My ex-husband had also remarried.

We were in a bubble of love, romance and chemistry like I'd never known before. 

My past hurts and hang-ups quickly surfaced like a rising river after a flood. I started drowning in insecurities, fears and doubts. I became dependent on our relationship more than I was on God. Even after 10 years of growing with the Lord and enjoying the depth of my relationship with Him, I lost my head in this relationship.

Our little bubble popped, and it all came to a crashing halt after only five months of dating. I put this man on the front burner of my priorities and God was placed on the back burner.

It was a painful break up. I was devastated. It took me a long time to get over it, but I learned many priceless lessons from that relationship.

When we're looking to God's word, the Bible, for answers when facing divorce, we don't always find what we want to hear. There is a reason why God makes allowances for divorce, but there are reasons for the few exceptions. It's not because He wants us to be alone or wants to restrict us from happiness. It's for our protection. I'll say that again. It’s for our protection.

Even when conditions are favorable for remarriage, it’s still going to be hard. Blended families, step kids, unmet expectations, child support to still be paid and compromising more than you'd ever thought you'd do in a lifetime.

It's hard being single. I get that. It's equally hard to be married. Too many times we enter marriage assuming it's the answer to our problems. We enter marriages thinking about what (I'm, I, me, myself) going to get out of it.

If you’re considering remarriage, I strongly encourage viewing this fabulous iMarriage video series: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-Z-WeQkYKk 

A close friend recently said, "You haven't truly loved someone until you've had the opportunity to dislike or even hate them.” All new relationships begin with the oozing of love and butterflies in the stomach. Real love kicks in when the initial chemistry fades into the road of life and love becomes action.

In a Christ-centered marriage, it is all about the other person's needs. They are our first ministry.

I'm not an expert at all. I've only been remarried for seven years. We've had ups and downs, issues with grown kids and unmet expectations. What I can say from learning to be a wife again, my greatest desire must be to please Jesus Christ first if I want my marriage to succeed. 

Finally, God is a God of second chances. His grace is endless. He hates divorce and the tearing apart of families. But nowhere in His word have I found that divorce and remarriage is an unpardonable sin.

I’d love to hear about your personal experience or opinion on this subject in the comment area below.

Blessings,

Terri